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Thursday, November 15, 2012

Soo.... Bored unsure what to do

Hi there...
Well here I sit thinking about desicions I've made within the last couple weeks. Im still really unsure if what im doing is the right thing. Day in, and day out I keep telling my self things will work out, however i dont know. Im in a better mood now that I dont have the weight of class on my shoulders, but I still have a while to go. I want to finish this semester out well so I at least have a good foundation started. My credits my advisor told me will still be as good in 20 years as they are today. So well see.. I want to still get my degree its just because i got hired I dont want to mess a good thing up.

Well I need a word count and Im unsure what to write about so.. I think im just going to rant and rave about my life some more. So not only quitting school has been a problem on my mind, but im also looking for an apartment. There are manny around the area where I live, there just is not any that allow my dog. I have a collie lab mix, basically a mut, but hes a great dog. Im thinking about just saving money and renting a house and do a land contract thing, but once again I dont want to move too fast. So If any one knows of a good place for me let me know! Back to me talking.. Im tired as I type and I hate how theses pointless things are going to make our grade. Ooo hhhhhh WELL.... Sooooo...... now what hmmm..... I'm unsure. Well what ever good enough.

Tuesday, November 13, 2012

10 min writing about hte series

The Video just watched in class was very good. It made you think about all the ostanding factors

TODAY SUCKS!!

Engish Class B4 it all goes down!

So... today i'm going to speel with my advisor. Im interested to see what I can possibly do with my life. I'm so young with so much life ahead. As of now im working full time and getting my own place here shortly. Im excited and time will only truly tell. I know one way or another Ill be who I want to be, and I dont have to be who someone wants me to be. All I know now is that I dont want to be a Engineer for the last couple months of hard math and what not have made my life hell. I think I may look into a certific or what ever the degree below a assiociates degree is. I dont want to waste all my time and money. I would like to get something to show for it.

The factory life is good and bad. I like going to work and having a good time with all the guys, lifes good there. At work no one hurts one another, but more so makes life better. We talk about problems then we talk about life realy could be in a humors mannor and lauph untill we cry. Therefore

Sunday, November 4, 2012

School!!!

Well IM not sure how some people feel, but I would like an honest opinion from some one who works full-time and works the weekend because the moneys good. Well my question is what do I do. I like the money but the time really sucks I find my self unable to do anything including school work. The free time I do have I always wanna do something fun. For example I work second shift, therefore I go in at 12:30 and get off at 8:30. The hours just ruin my day, but it was easy to start working I didn't have to change my sleep pattern. Well now I find my self overwhelmed because I need to pass all my classes obviously, so now I have to choose, or change something. I need to just get schooling out of the way. i started it I must finish it.

The thing the hurts is how I got my job. Well.... where to start. It all came down to my grandfather, my dad, and my uncles. My grandfather owned a carry out bar and grill, and he passed away over a year ago, almost two years ago now. So when this all happened the business was suppose to go to my dad and his close brother. Now one of the other brothers is a cop, and he completely manipulated the legal system. He changed the will and a hole bunch of other stupid shit. So here my mother, my father, and myself were all without jobs.

That all lead me to a better paying full time job. I went job searching, and first off I went through a temp service, and got my foot in the door at the cookie factory. To most that sounds like a terrible job, but it pays verry well. As of this coming monday i'll be part of the company witch pays well. I start at 13.90 and Top out at 18.70. That may not seem all that great, but when your 19 with nothing more than a car payment, insurance, cell phone, and looking for an apartment its not bad. I gross over a thousand dollars a week and bring home around 800ish. So that factor leaves me not knowing what to do.

So I know there has to be people out there that know how I feel... So I would appreciate any comment! Thanks l8ter ByBy