With such a hectic work schedule I’ve been unable to do much. I have however been around campus, and its a great feeling. I truly love the atmosphere, Its better than I imagined it to be. Its less Intimidating than I expected. I thought the college life was going to be hard. I was truly scared out of my senses. I laugh now, but I can remember just how weak my stomach the first few weeks of class!
Living on such a tight a tight schedule sucks. It limits so much, and leaves me unable to do what I would like. everyday is a blur, and it seems after each day I become further behind. I try so hard to work around my schedule, and it seems that something new always comes up. I become stressed, and typically end up putting school behind the others. I’ve thought about doing the unforsaken, and dropping out, but I know I’m strong enough and with the help of others I’ll make it. When I do make It, I’m told that things will be better than ever, and I’ll feel better than ever about myself.
While on campus I’ve experienced many activities, and I’m looking forward to upcoming ones. On one of the first days of class, I remember these huge tents set up in the quad. These tents were playing great music, and cooking good food. In the last week or so I’ve noticed on a bulletin some upcoming events. I noticed that there was a zombie vs. human activity coming up. Along with a play that the Ohio State theater is putting on. I loved high school plays, so I can only imagine what a college one would be like.
Now that I’ve taken the time to put these thoughts together it makes me want more. Not so much more money, but memories. I can’t remember the last time I’ve done anything fun. I think I will have to spend more time planning, and less time dreaming. I need to find a planer, or some sort of schedule that works for me. 
Hello Dustin, If you haven’t noticed I’m older than most of you in the class. So I would like you to have a head up on something, LIFE SUCKS. Don’t think that I’m one of those people who at any given moment are going to kill themselves. I just mean that life is nothing but a war, that’s the best way I can explain it. You have battle after battle and then you try to enjoy the time that you’re at peace. You enjoy the friends that come to help you fight and cherish the loved ones that gave you strength. This is what it feels like to me and I know that other people might not agree but it is just my opinion. I feel like giving up sometimes to but I don’t think I could face my family. I am always telling them that they can do whatever they put their minds to. How would it look if I came home and say that I can’t. It is going to suck if I fail to but, maybe not as bad. Just keep fighting and don’t let anything stop you are distract you. Don’t want to change the subject on you but I just got some shity news so, I’m going to go for now see you in class. Yes, I know that I’m not at a hundred and fifty-five words yet but hopefully this will just about, almost there, no not yet, a little closer, four more to go, here it is, latter.
ReplyDeleteI know exactly how you feel when it comes to trying to manage time and everything. I don't have a SUPER busy schedule like a lot people I know, but to me it's still hectic. It seems like the past few weeks homework has just been piling up. It's not even the kind of homework where it's hard, it's just time consuming.. the time that I don't have! I really like the atmosphere here too. I work a lot better in a school setting envirnment and I find myself getting more things done than at home. When I'm at home I'll always find myself getting distracted too easily and not doing my homework. Although i'd rather not stay at school longer than I need to, sometimes you have to do what you have to do :/ I have't really attended any of the activities at school mostly because I try to get work done and don't have time or they will happen on the days I'm not at school. I like plays too and think it would be cool to go see one but I don't know how I will with my time and everything. My family and I were going to go see some plays in Chicago one year but that didn't end up happening, I live about 35 minutes away and have to drive 3 times a week so there goes my gas ha! Good luck to all you do and hopefully things will settle down and you will have more time to do things that you want to do!
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